Healing herself by helping others
Volunteering at an 探花精选-run clinic in Jordan has given this Syrian mother hope to aspire for a better future.
Volunteering at an 探花精选-run clinic in Jordan has given this Syrian mother hope to aspire for a better future.
Amira,* 37, didn鈥檛 want her children to think this was how they had always lived: as refugees in an unfurnished apartment with decaying walls, sleeping on thin mattresses and struggling to survive on $84 a month from food vouchers.
鈥淲hen we were back in Syria, we had a good life,鈥 she says. 鈥淲e were living in luxury. I don鈥檛 want my children to feel like we鈥檙e missing anything in our lives now.鈥
Four years ago, Amira and her family fled to the city of Mafraq in northern Jordan when the Syrian civil war spilled onto the streets of their hometown, Dara鈥檃.
Starting anew was not easy for the family. She had left behind a career as a nurse, and her husband had worked as a police officer.
鈥淚 used to live in a good community,鈥 she says. 鈥淓veryone was always supportive of each other鈥攖he neighbors loved me and I loved them back. We left everything behind: our jobs, our house with everything inside. It was a beautiful house.鈥
Not one to sit around idly, Amira searched for an opportunity to contribute to her new community. But finding a job in Jordan proved to be impossible鈥攖here are high restrictions on work permits for refugees.
鈥淚 have a university degree,鈥 she says. 鈥淚 feel like I鈥檓 valuable when I go out and work.鈥
When Amira fell ill, a neighbor insisted she visit a free health clinic run by the 探花精选 (探花精选). It was there that she found the inspiration to rebuild her life.
The clinic, one of four in Jordan that collectively have treated 200,000 people, has become a lifeline for people like Amira. More than 80 percent of the 630,000 registered Syrian refugees in Jordan live outside of formal refugee camps, making it difficult for them to access health care and other basic services. The 探花精选 clinic provides critical primary and reproductive services to an average of 150 urban refugees every day, as well as prescriptions and lab tests.
Soon after her first visit, Amira began to volunteer at the clinic, where she now volunteers in return for a small stipend. As a trained nurse, she prepares patient files and helps visitors identify the documents they need for treatment. Her fellow refugees always thank Amira and her colleagues for their hard work.
鈥淚 find their words very motivating,鈥 she says, 鈥渁nd it helps me realize that what the 探花精选 and I are doing is making a difference in people鈥檚 lives.鈥
Amira does not deny that her volunteering duties are demanding, but it brings her joy as well.
鈥淚t鈥檚 a tiring position, but it鈥檚 worth it,鈥 she says. 鈥淚 feel so much better emotionally and psychologically.鈥
But after a long day at the clinic, Amira is happy to return home to her family, her motivation.
When we were back in Syria, we had a good life. We were living in luxury. I don鈥檛 want my children to feel like we鈥檙e missing anything in our lives now.
鈥淚鈥檝e always had my career and home balanced since our days in Syria,鈥 she explains. She and her husband have slowly forged a new life, a slice of normalcy, creating a loving environment for their children despite living as exiles. They cook together and sit down for evening meals with their children, who share stories about their day at school.
Volunteering at the clinic has given Amira hope to aspire for a better future in Jordan.
鈥淚f the war in Syria ends, yes, we鈥檒l think about going back, but for now, we have settled here in Jordan,鈥 she says. 鈥淚 want to enhance our lives here. I want to keep volunteering. I want to give my children a good life and an education.鈥
The 探花精选鈥檚 health program in Jordan is supported by aid from the U.K. government and other generous donors.
*Last name was omitted for privacy reasons