鈥淧ride is empowerment, for me. When you take ownership of who you are, what you think and feel, you鈥檝e already won the battle.鈥

Meet Jes煤s, the 29-year-old artist who dedicates his time to leading workshops for members of the LGBTQ+ community in Colombia.

Jes煤s Ruiz is smiling at the camera and holding up a Pride flag behind him
Jes煤s identifies as part of the LGBTQ+ community and works for other members of this community.
Photo: Juli谩n Ruiz for the 探花精选

A life changing decision

In 2019, Jes煤s was living in his home country, Venezuela, fulfilling a lifelong dream of completing a degree in art. 

鈥淲hen I was a child, I remember I liked drawing and painting,鈥 he says. 鈥淭hen at school I loved art and also everything related to art history. I wondered, 鈥淲hat do you have to study in order to see all this?鈥

But everything changed in November that year, when he was diagnosed with HIV. In Venezuela, he was able to get diagnosed and obtain medication, but there wasn鈥檛 an adequate system for monitoring the disease.

鈥淵ou receive your medicine but you don鈥檛 know whether the treatment is effective, or if it has side effects,鈥 Jes煤s explains. 鈥淚 mean, you take it, and you don鈥檛 know when you are undetectable or if you are becoming undetectable. There鈥檚 no treatment follow up.鈥

Jes煤s had already considered moving to Colombia due to difficult living conditions and limited opportunities for professional development in his home country. When he learned that Colombia鈥檚 medical care for HIV is more comprehensive, this solidified his decision. 

By the time Jes煤s got to 叠辞驳辞迟谩, Colombia鈥檚 capital city, it was February 2020, and he found himself in a brand new city, unable to get a job. He experienced a period of intense anxiety and depression.

An exciting opportunity

Things started to look up in June, when Jes煤s responded to an open call for 鈥渃ommunity agents'' at , an 探花精选 partner organization that serves the LGBTQ+ community. 

Red Somos is committed to advancing the recognition and acceptance of sexual and gender diversity, as well as improving sexual health and empowering communities. This is done through the provision of community services, social research and participation, and political advocacy.

Jesus Ruiz pictured looking into the distance
Jes煤s left Venezuela in early 2020, just a couple of weeks before the pandemic was declared.
Photo: Juli谩n Ruiz for the 探花精选

Not long after applying, Jes煤s found out he鈥檇 got the job which meant that the next few months involved training and performing fieldwork assignments in neighboring towns鈥淓verything was new to me, like sexual and reproductive health topics, although I should know about them,鈥 he recalls. 鈥淔or me, at that moment, it was like school. I learnt, learnt and learnt.鈥

Specifically, Jes煤s learned a lot about HIV. By openly discussing the topic and listening to the experiences of others, his perception of his own diagnosis underwent a change鈥淚t made me accept my diagnosis and feel empowered by it, rather than being afraid of telling people about it,鈥 he explains. 鈥淚 know that it is just a part of me; it鈥檚 not a problem 鈥

Jes煤s even created a video to educate others about undetectability and how one should not fear their diagnosis. Reflecting on his journey, Jes煤s remembers saying in the video, "A year ago, I wouldn't have made this," acknowledging that he was aware others would watch it.

Helping and inspiring others

Jes煤s has now been working with Red Somos for three years and has excelled in his role as a community leader. He uses his passion for art to assist others by leading communal arts and crafts sessions that aim to enhance participants鈥 mental health.

鈥淲e use art as a tool for people to reflect upon things we don鈥檛 stop to think about, such as how we feel about our body and how we express our emotions,鈥 Jes煤s says. 鈥淭aking everyday stuff and expressing it through art鈥.

A collection of Jes煤s' artwork
A selection of Jes煤s鈥 artwork.
Photo: Juli谩n Ruiz for the 探花精选

In addition to conducting art workshops, Jes煤s also facilitates a group that provides a platform for LGBTQ+ men to openly discuss sexual health and other topics that are often considered taboo. 

For Jes煤s, the best part of his work is when he can connect with people to build a safe space where everyone can feel supported. 鈥淚 can talk freely, feeling that whatever I say, I won鈥檛 be judged or feel rejected,鈥 he says.

Jes煤s sits with a participant at one of his workshops.
Jes煤s with a participant at one of his workshops, held at the Red Somos center. 鈥淚 like how it鈥檚 a sharing space,鈥 he says. 鈥淣ot people who go to a class and there鈥檚 a professor and some students, but a sharing and exchanging space.鈥
Photo: Juli谩n Ruiz for the 探花精选

How are the 探花精选 and Red Somos supporting LGBTQ+ communities in Colombia?

In 2022, the 探花精选 partnered with Red Somos to support the "Tu pana te cuida" initiative, which means "Your buddy takes care of you" in English. This program offers protection, prevention, and response services for gender-based violence, specifically aimed at Venezuelans in Colombia or Colombians who have been returned from Venezuela who identify as part of the LGBTQ+ community. It provides protection, prevention and response services for gender-based violence, including awareness raising sessions, case management for survivors and psychosocial support groups. Tu pana te cuida also works to strengthen community networks by working with community leaders, creating networks between migrants.